up to date on it all!

So i mentioned before that if we added Jonah Lindsey, Kendra, and Alexis butterfield then drama would really start in fitness. well everyone in tht list is in our gym except Kendra. Instead we have Abby. So on friday the 23rd I left Brady and then on monday i told someone I love them then got some shocking news...then on Tuesday My A.B.F.F.L yelled at me because he was confused like always we made up. on today wednesday Ian and I had a conversation and made agreements never to hurt ourselves for any reasons. I hope Ian n I can stop fighting for awhile because im out of energy. Gym is tough but im loven it. alot of fun. herrero will always scare me and i <3 my new T.A hernandez!! My advice for the week is to never sand paper your arm :) duhhhh! ummm I graduated from SOMETHING on tuesday but you'll never know what!!! So i decided that tonight i decided im gonna point out some people i love more then my being. and it's in this order...somewhat but i know my number one is fo sure!

#1: Ian Tyler Bryant
#2: Yaya (my gwamma)
#3: my momma
#4: my dadda
#5: Michelle Davenport
#6: Annie
#7: Janessa
#8: Chealsea
#9: Nick Johnson
#10: T'yanna newsome
#11: Dallin Zaharias
#12: Levi Paulson
#13: Damian Monroe
#14: Shaylee lear
#15: Jalyssa Lear
#16: Lisa Lear
#17: Jason Lear
#18: Bryan Lear
#19: I hate to say it but....Brady Conklin
#20: Brook Smith
#21: Kira Smith
#22: and wayyyyyy too much more people!!!

ADIOS!

This is my life..once again

Hey wassup!?!? So the drama pretty much settled. my sis michelle is back. i dumped brady. my A.B.F.F.L n I are on pretty good terms i think. i just have to make things right with dallin. I LOVE YOU IAN BRYANT!!! BEST AMAZING AWESOME BEST FRIEND FOR FREAKING LIFE!!!!!!! ummmm so my feb is jammed pack with choir stuff n all but im excited what else is there gonna be

still grounded

I went to my sissy's b-day party saturday night but before that i kept getting in so much trouble!! So i misunderstood my mom and she said you can do all this laundry or go to the party. does that make sense? so I went to the party duh..it was ok LOTS of drama tho. the next morning i got dropped off n then my mom put tons of laundry on me + my other chores!! then she explained to me that she meant if i hadnt gone none of it would of had to be done! i bawled my eyes out. and for the 5th time that weeked ran downstairs crying n screaming i need my boyfriend i wanna be in brady conklins arms!! eventually i did some of it and it turned out to be an O.K night but in my head i kept saying i miss Brady i miss baby B i miss my boyfriend! imagine the pain i went through. ah! well bye!!

Grounded oh so grounded

So i got grounded but well i got time im gonna tell you some stuff. So yesterday i found out my A.B.F.F.L Ian got an unexpected schedule. I felt like I had just been shot ten times! Then I was relieved when we saw we still had fitness together. But then there's another problem. BRADY'S IN OUR FITNESS TOO! yikes! with them and me in the same class you might as well add Kendra and Jonah then the drama would really get going then add alexis b. and the drama would be explosions. that is there math class -me good ol me that they dont have included. But besides that 2010 2nd school semester BRING IT ON!! love ya guys peace!

Just kidding!!

Yay my A.B.F.F.L will be at school!!hAHA i guess i freaked out a bit too much but i had the right ha! lol love ya A.B.F.F.L!

A DAY WITHOUT YOU!!!

What we once were....

we will never be again....

And that is together...

So last night I was IMing my A.B.F.F.L on Facebook. Then he seemed kind of upset about something. so i said "whats wrong with you" and he replied "i dont feel to well." so i said what any best friend would say "suck it up!!" haha no i didnt but I came pretty close. I feel extremely bad that he isnt feeling well. So we continued talking then he mentioned that he might not be at school tomorrow which is now today! I FLIPPED OUT! I was like there is no way that you're not gonna be there and leave me alone to be used by "IT" (IT is my ex-boyfriend Brady who I have been on and off with for awhile). See Brady told me and my friends that he thinks he wants me back and that he's gonna sleep on it and in my head im screaming NO! DON'T COME BACK! HOW DARE YOU! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!? WHAT IF IIIII DONT WANT YOUUUU BACK!!!!?!?!!? WHO SAID THAT YOU COULD MAKE THE DECISIONS AROUND HERE!!! I DUMPED YOU!!! What we were once, how i felt then, what we did, how we did things, how we were "THE couple", the afternoons spent together, the notes given (only from me *please note*), it's all gone. I gave the gifts back, I dumped you time and time again and yet you dont get that i wanna call it off. That the things I say i mean!! So anyway today he is going to approach me at lunch. Ian doesn't have lunch with me until Wednesday next week so it doesn't really phase me to be with other people at lunch. So usually Brady pulls me away and manipulates over and over. Till i give in because i dont wanna hear it anymore. I stopped giving in once Ian helped me get over him. Today Ian will be gone, I will be hopeless, and Brady will have the victory. My life will always suck without my A.B.F.F.L Ian Tyler Bryant.

MY A.B.F.F.L AND ME!

Hey Bloggers! So I really wanted to talk about one of my favorite people in this world....okkk fine i lied he is my world!! He is my A.B.F.F.L (amazing best friend for life) and I love him!! I could not have asked for someone better! In the beginning we could not tolerate each other!! Our teachers even got irritated because every other thing was like TEACHER! TEACHER! SHE POKED ME!! TEACHER! TEACHER! HE TRIPPED ME! then finally we talked and we both realized we did not want it to be like this. so we became friends. we weren't close but we were chill with each other. Then I admitted to him that i was in love with him a month or two later!! Soon after that i got together with my ex boyfriend Brady C., everything was fine but then i went on a vacation and when i came back everything had changed. Brady turned into the jerk that everyone had said that he was but i was too stubborn to listen. I just kept letting him treat me badly and just blew it off. Then my friend started to worry and he helped me realize how stubborn i was being and well all of this was going on he and I grew in friendship then when my A.B.F.F.L couldnt take it anymore he and i went to the counslers where we talked everything out. That day with my A.B.F.F.L I left the boy that had killed all my love. all my trust. Then after that Ian and I just became closer and closer. there through it all always watching out for another. MISSING EACHOTHER LIKE CRAZY WHEN NOT TOGETHER!! we even have our awww moments! we save the notes we pass in class we write letters saying that we care and put them in each others locker. I trust him with my life. he helped me rebuild my love and trust he helped me realize many things! Ian you're amazing and I love you sooo much!! Thank you for everything i hope i can return the favor!!! <3

Me, myself and I

Hey people!! I am RyLee you can call me Ry, Rylina, Rosalee, Raaaz, Cookie, Rylee puppies, Ry Ry, Ryles, Bell, Jazmyn, Nicole, or whatever you want!! I have many friends but I have one A.B.F.F.L (amazing/awesome best friend for life). I'll tell you about him later!! I am in 7th grade, and I'm gonna tell you alot more about me!! I have brown eyes, I'm 5'7, my friends say im not fat but i think that they're just saying a bunch of crap. I am single. And waiting for one person! My favorite colors are lime green, black, purple, dark blue, and sometimes hot pink. That is me.